1 00:01:14,210 --> 00:01:17,290 Wait, Mom, why are we going south instead of north of here? 2 00:01:18,030 --> 00:01:19,470 It's just a shortcut, honey. 3 00:01:20,210 --> 00:01:22,330 There's just too much traffic on I -48. 4 00:01:26,610 --> 00:01:29,610 I can't believe you're wearing the t -shirt the band were about to see. 5 00:01:30,270 --> 00:01:33,850 Come on, it's from their first album and it's their last US tour. 6 00:01:35,490 --> 00:01:37,210 I like the way you made it into a crop top. 7 00:01:38,670 --> 00:01:41,630 Don't show off too much, though, okay? I don't want some other girl stealing you 8 00:01:41,630 --> 00:01:42,630 away from me. 9 00:01:42,720 --> 00:01:45,080 No girl could ever steal me away from you. 10 00:01:49,920 --> 00:01:50,920 Separate! 11 00:01:51,460 --> 00:01:52,900 Sorry, ma 'am. Sorry, mommy. 12 00:01:54,560 --> 00:01:57,980 I can't believe we got the last tickets for this thing. 13 00:01:58,180 --> 00:01:59,620 Your connections are amazing. 14 00:02:00,220 --> 00:02:02,700 Thank you so much for the best birthday gift ever. 15 00:02:03,980 --> 00:02:07,240 This is going to be a night we remember for the rest of our lives. 16 00:02:20,460 --> 00:02:26,880 Wait, where are all the people on the stages? 17 00:02:27,700 --> 00:02:32,480 What is this place we're at, Mom? 18 00:02:35,220 --> 00:02:36,620 It's just a pit stop, honey. 19 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:53,680 Who's she? 20 00:02:54,240 --> 00:02:57,640 Here's all of the signed release forms, and thank you. 21 00:02:58,060 --> 00:03:00,080 I was just completely out of option. 22 00:03:00,620 --> 00:03:04,260 Does anybody here want to fill me in on what the fuck is going on? Baby, don't 23 00:03:04,260 --> 00:03:05,260 be mad at Mommy. 24 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:08,540 You're just in a facility where you can recognize God's love. 25 00:03:08,860 --> 00:03:11,980 No! No! How could you? Take me home this instant! 26 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:13,400 No! No! 27 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:14,600 Stop it! 28 00:03:25,230 --> 00:03:28,490 Don't work, Jordan. I'm impressed with this one. You're very welcome. Are you 29 00:03:28,490 --> 00:03:29,750 sure she's going to be okay? 30 00:03:35,110 --> 00:03:35,870 Mother, Sarah 31 00:03:35,870 --> 00:03:46,410 will 32 00:03:46,410 --> 00:03:49,650 be in to brief you on what will happen the remainder of your stay. 33 00:03:50,290 --> 00:03:52,110 Someone will be in with your dinner later. 34 00:04:23,820 --> 00:04:25,840 Our facility has a 95 % success rate. 35 00:04:26,840 --> 00:04:30,980 Well, can I at least call her in a few days and see how she's doing? 36 00:04:32,280 --> 00:04:36,420 I'm afraid that simply won't be possible. We have a strict no -contact 37 00:04:36,420 --> 00:04:38,180 within the first two weeks of the program. 38 00:04:38,960 --> 00:04:42,180 Contact with the outside world and the friends your daughter had before she 39 00:04:42,180 --> 00:04:43,720 here could cause her to regress. 40 00:04:44,260 --> 00:04:46,640 We'll be sure to phone now and again with progress reports. 41 00:04:47,580 --> 00:04:50,380 Thank you, and I'll talk to you later. 42 00:04:54,300 --> 00:04:56,900 Excellent work, Jordan. This is the third girl this year. 43 00:04:57,660 --> 00:04:58,880 You'll be rewarded immensely. 44 00:04:59,540 --> 00:05:00,540 Trust me. 45 00:05:01,240 --> 00:05:02,240 Thank you. 46 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:04,300 I was thinking about getting back to LA tomorrow. 47 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:06,500 Do a little bit more recruiting with it? 48 00:05:07,420 --> 00:05:11,680 Uh, not so fast. I have a feeling your little friend is going to be a hard one 49 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:12,379 to crack. 50 00:05:12,380 --> 00:05:14,520 I think I'm going to keep you around for another week or two. 51 00:06:52,140 --> 00:06:53,140 Miss Walker. 52 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:56,460 I'm sorry I couldn't attend to you earlier. 53 00:06:57,800 --> 00:07:01,740 I had to check in with some of the other young ladies. 54 00:07:06,100 --> 00:07:07,100 Tell me. 55 00:07:08,740 --> 00:07:10,700 How have you been adjusting? 56 00:07:12,180 --> 00:07:15,580 Could I offer you some literature, perhaps? 57 00:07:17,180 --> 00:07:20,500 You can help me understand what the hell is going on. 58 00:07:28,810 --> 00:07:30,850 Your mother dropped you off. 59 00:07:32,230 --> 00:07:37,750 This is the number one conversion camp in the country. 60 00:07:38,970 --> 00:07:40,730 Women of wholeness. 61 00:07:41,570 --> 00:07:48,330 I won't bore you with the statistics, but your chances of becoming a 62 00:07:48,330 --> 00:07:54,650 devout woman of God and finding yourself in a natural marriage with a loving 63 00:07:54,650 --> 00:07:56,830 husband are greater here than... 64 00:07:58,730 --> 00:08:00,370 I can't believe what I'm hearing. 65 00:08:00,910 --> 00:08:02,870 There is nothing wrong with me. 66 00:08:05,110 --> 00:08:06,550 2019, I'm getting out of here. 67 00:08:07,310 --> 00:08:09,470 Not so fast, child. 68 00:08:11,450 --> 00:08:14,090 Cell phones are not permitted. 69 00:08:18,830 --> 00:08:21,150 Nor is there any service anyway. 70 00:08:22,270 --> 00:08:24,850 You think I can't call for help because I don't have my phone? 71 00:08:25,090 --> 00:08:27,050 I'm 19 years old. 72 00:08:27,450 --> 00:08:30,470 You have no legal authority to hold an adult against their will. 73 00:08:32,169 --> 00:08:38,490 Child, in the state of Utah, your parents can commit you 74 00:08:38,490 --> 00:08:43,710 if you are harming yourself or you're harming others. 75 00:08:44,370 --> 00:08:47,530 Oh my God, I have never been a threat to myself nor to others. 76 00:08:48,710 --> 00:08:53,070 You are a threat to natural law. 77 00:08:53,730 --> 00:08:56,370 You are a threat to God's... 78 00:08:56,640 --> 00:09:01,200 will, and you are a threat to other souls. 79 00:09:06,620 --> 00:09:13,300 Like Lucifer, you seduce people into 80 00:09:13,300 --> 00:09:18,040 thinking that your sin is natural, but it's not. 81 00:09:18,680 --> 00:09:22,060 There is nothing unnatural about love. 82 00:09:27,260 --> 00:09:34,040 and others to the fiery pits of hell every time you lay 83 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:39,040 with another woman. I'm going to figure out a way out of here. And when I do, 84 00:09:39,200 --> 00:09:44,060 you and everyone else who works here are going straight to jail. 85 00:09:44,360 --> 00:09:46,940 Who I love doesn't hurt anybody. 86 00:09:48,280 --> 00:09:50,860 There's nothing wrong with me because I choose to love a woman. 87 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:54,220 That may be the case in other... 88 00:09:54,520 --> 00:10:00,900 sinful lands, but I thank God that every state has its own jurisdiction. 89 00:10:06,260 --> 00:10:10,880 Now, something you can look forward to? 90 00:10:12,180 --> 00:10:18,180 At the age of 21, you are given the option to be released, 91 00:10:18,320 --> 00:10:23,140 even if you choose to continue. 92 00:10:23,930 --> 00:10:25,250 to lay with women. 93 00:10:25,490 --> 00:10:32,170 But fortunately, I have faith 94 00:10:32,170 --> 00:10:36,870 that your soul will be saved way before then. 95 00:10:37,310 --> 00:10:39,770 You're fucking mental. 96 00:10:41,310 --> 00:10:46,870 You're new here, so I will let your foul -mouthed transgression slide. 97 00:10:48,190 --> 00:10:51,290 But if you curse... 98 00:10:52,010 --> 00:10:56,250 Or use the Lord's name in vain here ever again. 99 00:10:56,810 --> 00:10:59,490 I will send you straight to the hole. 100 00:11:00,790 --> 00:11:01,790 The hole? 101 00:11:02,090 --> 00:11:04,570 So, this is practically a prison. 102 00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:07,570 I'm being in prison for being gay? Is that it now? 103 00:11:09,570 --> 00:11:10,570 Hayley. 104 00:11:16,190 --> 00:11:20,550 You're looking at this from a glass half empty. 105 00:11:22,820 --> 00:11:28,660 We here at Women for Wholeness are in the business of saving souls. 106 00:11:29,580 --> 00:11:36,500 And I truly believe that your soul is worthy of 107 00:11:36,500 --> 00:11:37,500 being saved. 108 00:11:59,950 --> 00:12:02,070 These. Yes, well. 109 00:12:04,550 --> 00:12:10,910 Every time I look in the mirror, I'm reminded of my sinful past. 110 00:12:12,570 --> 00:12:18,890 And now I stand here as a prime example of how anyone 111 00:12:18,890 --> 00:12:21,190 is capable of change. 112 00:12:24,550 --> 00:12:25,930 Speaking of change. 113 00:12:29,390 --> 00:12:30,390 Put that on. 114 00:12:31,670 --> 00:12:38,070 The first step is changing on the outside, and soon your inside will 115 00:12:51,870 --> 00:12:54,750 Remove your godless garments. 116 00:12:58,890 --> 00:13:01,110 To begin your transformation. 117 00:14:29,800 --> 00:14:30,800 Enjoy your evening. 118 00:15:12,590 --> 00:15:13,890 Glad you could join us. 119 00:15:14,530 --> 00:15:21,210 Now, everybody, take a cross and decorate it 120 00:15:21,210 --> 00:15:22,690 as you wish. 121 00:15:23,390 --> 00:15:29,170 We're going to be mailing these back to your parents back at home so they all 122 00:15:29,170 --> 00:15:31,550 know how much improvement you've been making. 123 00:15:32,730 --> 00:15:36,570 But just remember, no rainbow patterns. 124 00:15:38,230 --> 00:15:39,230 You're new here. 125 00:15:39,730 --> 00:15:41,390 Yeah, two days in. 126 00:15:42,410 --> 00:15:43,410 It gets easier. 127 00:15:43,890 --> 00:15:45,650 I usually use group time to zone out. 128 00:15:46,570 --> 00:15:47,890 How long have you been in here? 129 00:15:48,810 --> 00:15:50,090 A little over six months. 130 00:15:51,670 --> 00:15:57,170 Listen, if you just play the part of the convincible, good Christian girl, it'll 131 00:15:57,170 --> 00:15:58,270 make your time here a lot easier. 132 00:15:58,790 --> 00:15:59,790 And you'll get out faster. 133 00:16:00,690 --> 00:16:01,690 Thanks. 134 00:16:03,290 --> 00:16:07,530 Would anybody like to share something with the group? 135 00:16:08,930 --> 00:16:10,550 I have a few words I'd like to say, Mother. 136 00:16:12,810 --> 00:16:18,490 My time here has been so rewarding, and I'm a living testimony of what happens 137 00:16:18,490 --> 00:16:22,770 when you let go of your secular way of living and you surrender yourself to the 138 00:16:22,770 --> 00:16:23,769 Lord. 139 00:16:23,770 --> 00:16:27,750 I am so grateful every day that he has opened my eyes to the path I was on. 140 00:16:28,330 --> 00:16:31,870 I want to be a shining example of his love and his grace. 141 00:16:35,010 --> 00:16:36,430 I'm feeling very suddenly moved. 142 00:16:37,070 --> 00:16:38,650 Can we all pray together? 143 00:16:42,350 --> 00:16:47,990 Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for allowing us to have a place where we can 144 00:16:47,990 --> 00:16:50,370 honor you and rejoice in your name. 145 00:16:50,970 --> 00:16:55,770 I pray for our future husbands, and I pray for the heart and mind of each of 146 00:16:55,770 --> 00:16:56,970 your daughters here with me. 147 00:16:57,450 --> 00:16:58,450 Amen. 148 00:16:58,790 --> 00:16:59,910 Amen. Amen. 149 00:17:02,170 --> 00:17:03,570 Thank you. 150 00:17:05,970 --> 00:17:11,490 As God said in the Bible, when two or three gather, 151 00:17:12,270 --> 00:17:14,970 In my name, I am in the mist. 152 00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:18,790 You can feel him here, can't you? 153 00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:22,910 Fascinating. 154 00:17:24,109 --> 00:17:29,110 Now, does anyone else want to share anything? 155 00:17:29,330 --> 00:17:32,990 Haley, what about you and your progress? 156 00:17:33,350 --> 00:17:38,830 Do you have anything you want to say? I haven't really heard anything about what 157 00:17:38,830 --> 00:17:40,410 my next step is. 158 00:17:40,750 --> 00:17:44,950 After my soul has been washed clean and I've been given a new outlook. 159 00:17:45,890 --> 00:17:49,830 But the Lord has really been speaking to me lately. 160 00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:56,470 I was in a dark place before, but I now have some hope for my future self. 161 00:17:56,970 --> 00:18:02,450 Well, God speaks to all of us eventually. 162 00:18:03,870 --> 00:18:05,590 It should take some time. 163 00:18:11,920 --> 00:18:18,800 3 p .m. now Complete your crosses and I'll see you all 164 00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:19,800 at supper 165 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:43,820 What do you guys like to do for fun around here? 166 00:18:45,540 --> 00:18:46,540 Sleep. 167 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:47,720 Isn't that right, Valerie? 168 00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:50,660 I mean, yeah, basically. 169 00:18:51,480 --> 00:18:54,920 Being unconscious is the only kind of enjoyment I get around here anymore. 170 00:18:56,640 --> 00:18:59,520 If you need something for that, by the way, I've got you. 171 00:19:00,060 --> 00:19:01,260 Sleep, anxiety. 172 00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:04,600 Didn't they confiscate all your things when you got in? 173 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:08,200 I mean, yeah, but I have my way. 174 00:19:09,840 --> 00:19:10,840 Ladies. 175 00:19:11,100 --> 00:19:12,760 Mother Sarah has excused everyone. 176 00:19:13,700 --> 00:19:15,480 Victoria, why don't you come help me in the garden? 177 00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:18,780 I think Hayley has a bit of a big day ahead of her. 178 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,280 See you later, darling. 179 00:19:23,340 --> 00:19:24,340 Yeah, see you. 180 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:30,520 For real. 181 00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:32,140 Let me know if you need anything. 182 00:19:32,860 --> 00:19:36,480 We all have to stick together in here or we'll totally lose our minds. 183 00:19:37,480 --> 00:19:38,239 See ya. 184 00:19:38,240 --> 00:19:39,240 See ya. 185 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:24,840 We can't keep hiding this anymore. 186 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,860 We've gotten so close to almost getting caught. 187 00:20:29,740 --> 00:20:34,260 If Miss Reynolds were to find out what I've been doing, what you've been doing, 188 00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:36,340 it could jeopardize everything. 189 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:40,860 I love you. 190 00:20:41,520 --> 00:20:42,980 And I want to be with you. 191 00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:21,900 We could leave this place and get an apartment in the city somewhere. 192 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:24,480 My aunt and uncle would help us. 193 00:21:27,460 --> 00:21:30,100 No, we can't leave. 194 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:32,440 Mother Sarah has given me everything. 195 00:21:33,980 --> 00:21:36,860 She's been a better mother to me than my own mom. 196 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:41,580 I can't just abandon her and the girls of this facility. 197 00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:43,120 How can you say that? 198 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:48,280 They try to teach us that what you and I have is against the will to God. 199 00:21:49,620 --> 00:21:54,820 I don't know how you can sit here in chapel service or in her group meetings 200 00:21:54,820 --> 00:21:59,920 let her say that people like us are damned to hell. Shh. 201 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:02,720 You'll wake somebody up. 202 00:22:03,680 --> 00:22:04,680 Good. 203 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:06,740 Maybe they need to be woken up. 204 00:22:10,340 --> 00:22:13,460 Maybe if someone saw you here with me, sneaking around, 205 00:22:14,190 --> 00:22:16,170 It would force you to take some kind of action. 206 00:22:16,850 --> 00:22:19,630 Or to do anything just to show me that you care for me. 207 00:22:30,970 --> 00:22:34,690 Never, ever say that I don't care about you. 208 00:22:36,690 --> 00:22:37,710 I love you. 209 00:22:39,910 --> 00:22:42,230 I would do anything for you. 210 00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:47,780 I'll figure something out eventually. 211 00:22:49,300 --> 00:22:50,660 I promise I will. 212 00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:58,380 In the meantime, this time we've spent together, it's the only thing that keeps 213 00:22:58,380 --> 00:22:59,380 me going. 214 00:22:59,500 --> 00:23:04,980 These little moments when we block out everything else in the world. 215 00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:08,680 That's all that matters to me. 216 00:24:36,330 --> 00:24:37,330 Amen. 217 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:13,760 See you for the white night. 218 00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:33,900 Did you enjoy that little show? 219 00:50:40,260 --> 00:50:43,560 I don't know what you're talking about. 220 00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:48,340 No, you don't, do you? 221 00:50:49,820 --> 00:50:50,820 What a shame. 222 00:50:53,260 --> 00:50:57,180 I know you've only been here a few days, Hayley, but you do know it is a sin to 223 00:50:57,180 --> 00:50:58,180 lie, do you not? 224 00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:00,740 I'm not lying. 225 00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:03,600 We'll see about that. 226 00:51:04,500 --> 00:51:05,500 Take off the covers. 227 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:12,920 Spread your legs. 228 00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:14,760 Excuse me? 229 00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:19,760 Did you or did you not sign a waiver saying that you would adhere to all 230 00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:22,720 of this program and heads of council at this facility? 231 00:51:23,120 --> 00:51:27,880 Yes, I did, but I... Don't worry, I'm not going to fuck you. 232 00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:30,380 Just spread your legs so I can check you. 233 00:52:04,430 --> 00:52:05,930 So you did see everything. 234 00:52:09,770 --> 00:52:15,970 It looks like you enjoyed yourself immensely. 235 00:52:17,730 --> 00:52:19,090 I was afraid of that. 236 00:52:29,330 --> 00:52:31,090 Guess we'll have to use these for the night. 237 00:52:32,290 --> 00:52:33,290 What's in there? 238 00:52:35,630 --> 00:52:37,230 Just a little precautionary measure. 239 00:52:38,250 --> 00:52:41,350 Make sure you don't commit any atrocities towards yourself. 240 00:52:42,490 --> 00:52:47,370 You know, should any other sinful thoughts arise. 241 00:52:57,390 --> 00:53:00,850 Okay, this is ridiculous. I don't need these. 242 00:53:01,150 --> 00:53:03,250 Oh, you most definitely do, dear girl. 243 00:53:05,290 --> 00:53:06,590 hands are the devil's workshop. 244 00:53:10,950 --> 00:53:13,790 Idle lips are his mouthpiece. 245 00:53:29,530 --> 00:53:31,410 You know what? You're mental. 246 00:53:31,790 --> 00:53:33,250 I saw you on Christina. 247 00:53:33,470 --> 00:53:34,470 You got... 248 00:53:35,210 --> 00:53:36,210 You were dreaming. 249 00:53:37,170 --> 00:53:42,090 You were dreaming sinful, devilish deeds, and now you're projecting them 250 00:53:42,090 --> 00:53:43,330 me. What? 251 00:53:46,330 --> 00:53:47,330 Quiet. 252 00:53:49,750 --> 00:53:50,750 It's okay. 253 00:53:51,590 --> 00:53:54,630 The devil is inside your head and he's telling you to lie. 254 00:53:55,430 --> 00:53:59,150 But we'll teach you how to listen to only the Lord. 255 00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:07,720 I'll be back a few times tonight to make sure you haven't taken those off. 256 00:54:09,620 --> 00:54:11,520 Wouldn't want you getting into any more trouble. 257 00:54:13,680 --> 00:54:15,680 Second time offenders get put in the hole.